People from your Past will not see You as You are Today. They will only see You as You were when They Judged and Labeled back then.
Those wanting to change a past Label will find it difficult, for each involved must be willing and open to change what was, not just You.
Attaching your Confidence outside of You is an Illusion and Misplaced. You must be Confident in Yourself in All areas and All moments High to Low in Life not just sometimes.
The lessons will continue until this has been achieved.
There is a Big Difference when your “Light” brings their plan TO You rather than when You try to Manifest or Create things to Come to You in Life. The first one is Far more of a WOW experience than the Latter, and your “Light’s” way will show You how Limited You are in your way of creating.
Bring their Plan TO You is the next step, don’t get stuck on the Latter.
When You accuse another of Not listening, it means it is You who is Not listening to the messenger in Life that is Showing You a way Out of your perpetual state.